When starting to think about creating a bone broth candle, what was your starting point? An ingredient, a memory, or a mood, or something completely different?
It was a VERY specific moment in time, making bone broth for myself in New York. Captured best in this excerpt from my book, EAT BITTER:
I’d start by breaking down the bones. Pushing at the ribcage until it gave in, and then sliding my right hand into the cavity to pull out the silky giblets, smearing any excess that had stuck to my fingers across the chopping board. Any blood- soaked strings attached to the limbs would be gently pulled off, like unlacing a new brogue. It was relaxing to feel so in control, surgically cutting through submissive flesh, submerging it inside murky water. Even with the sirens outside, all was silent for a second, as I watched the little worms of fat float weightlessly in the water before the heat reached them. I would revel in how long it would take to be ready to eat, the gas flame on low, no timer set. I’d know it was time by the smell and the amount of BBC iPlayer episodes I’d watched through my VPN – an umbilical cord home. I’d put the lid on the pot and wash my hands, scrubbing under my nails with a brush to remove the sticky raw residue. And so, three hours of nothingness. Three hours where something I made was clarifying, enriching, becoming. Three hours where I could give myself permission to be useless, weightless. During these clarifying hours, the fat would collect in the corner of the pot, leaving only clear golden liquid behind. I’d settle into time and space with a momentary ease, toes spread, because I’d achieved something important. Arguably, it was the only important thing I’d achieved all week. Something that was truly nourishing me and momentarily taking me back home.